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Monday, 26 October 2009

  • GOD STILL IS MAKING MIRACLES

    With wonder and awe, I am literally trembling to know that a true miracle was just sent to me tonight, less than a few hours after I asked the Lord to make me a miracle!!!

    Earlier today after leaving church to eat last night's leftovers and head off as a family to the YMCA, I swam off some major stress in the pool; then watched my boys swimming as I relaxed alone in the jacuzzi.  Alone with my thoughts and the Lord, I wanted to cry about a situation; but,  instead I prayed. I asked my Lord to give me a miracle after I told Him about everything. Everything. Then, I thanked Him for all His blessings.  I thanked Him for what He has done and for what He would do, and even for what He may not do.  Instead of crying I chose to sing quietly, Rejoice in the Lord. Peace.

    We came home to rush into getting the house and dinner prepared for our LifeGroup to come over.  Our Lifegroup came and the lesson about discipleship was so awesome!  The hardest part for me with Beth Moore's study right now is that she keeps making us leave the blanks on the study handout BLANK! I am really struggling with that!  Struggling???   No, MORE  than struggling... I HATE it!!!  Tonight she made us leave the following blank, " Unless you___, you will never _____!"  She told us to leave this blank because God will fill it in for each of us in His own special unique way. She has explained that this is not a fill-in-the-blanks kind of study; this is about meeting the TRANSFORMING Christ and finding His adventure for our lives!

    Can I tell you that shortly after our LifeGroup family left, God made a miracle in my life!!! Someday, I'll be able to tell all the details; but, for now, let me just tell you that not only did He give me a miracle, but He also told me what He wants me to fill in tonight's blanks. This is what He wanted to say to me today, tonight, and tomorrow:  "Margaret, unless you ASK, you will never RECEIVE!"  Oh, dear God, marvelous Savior, my Lord--THANK YOU!!!  Thank you, for making me a miracle! I am so unworthy, so very blessed, so amazed, so awed, so very much your disciple on this great adventure You are leading me to follow!

Thursday, 09 July 2009

  • Southern California Mom Lessons I've Learned This Summer (So far)

    1.  Take out that unused umbrella from your closet because here in So. Cal one carries an umbrella in her bag, not for any sudden rush of a rainstorm; but, for BLOCKING THE SUN when you're sitting at the beach or standing at the YMCA watching the kids in their swimming lessons.

    2.  Never leave home without  towels, swimsuits, and  sand buckets!  Our van detours for beaches!

    3.  If you want your boys to stop playing X-Box, leave home without it and GO TO THE LIBRARY.  Tell them the van stopped working and refuse to leave for hours, and hours. After this happens two or three times, they'll just get used to that van breaking down so much and settle into a good book.

    4.  Beware of hidden squirt guns fully loaded!

    5.  Staying up late is great for family morale and so is playing Mexican Dominoes!

    6.  They make sunscreen that SPRAYS on kids, no rubbing needed; and when it is cold and tickles as it's sprayed...all the better!

    7.  A fan in the window at night and early morning is the best air-conditioner ever invented!

    8.  On a hot night, cereal with cold milk and condiments (blueberries, strawberries, almonds, etc.) makes a yummy dinner (Nice on the family budget, too)!

     

Sunday, 19 April 2009

  • MusiCalifornia

    MusiCalifornia was so AWESOME!!!  First, the bus ride up was GREAT.  The bus driver was friendly and talked to me for quite awhile which made the long ride go faster.  Shawn went to sleep which relaxed me into napping for a bit. I could hear Gary's laughter at the back of the bus and knew he was having a good time. 

    We arrived on time at the church in Pasadena which I have to admit I was curious about.  I lived in Pasadena as a little girl, maybe five or six years old.  I was secretly hoping it might be the church I went to with my parents so many years ago because that is where I accepted Christ as a little kid. But, I don't think it was the same church.  This was a Nazarene church and I think the church I went to was called Trinity Baptist Church or something like that. But, the facility was big and nice and the people were very welcoming.

    The kids sound check went well. It was so great to see Celeste Clydesdale again.  She remembered Gary and I and, how I do not know, because she must meet so many people!  Shawn was in his prime and did the motions so well.  He "sang" out with all his heart.  Gary and all the kids did the best performance yet!  They performed Celeste's new musical GPS in the dining hall while the pastors and wives were eating dinner.  I cried again, of course, during the show.  It blesses me EVERY time even though I have seen it a lot these past few months. 

    I had practiced up to sing in the adult choir that evening and when I went to the sound check/ rehearsal I found myself getting a taste of how GREAT the concert was going to be that evening.  Wow!  It was a bit of heaven on earth.  Singing under David Clydesdale's direction, learning about his lifetime achievements in serving Christ with music, praising God with my humble voice in a mighty chorus of Christian family--family composed of many of my own beloved church members and many total strangers from other churches who came together to sing with all of us.  Glorious is the word I told Tom that best described the whole evening.

    It was Daniel and Christy Semsen who taught me how to really WORSHIP the Lord in singing and real worship is what we did Thursday night at MusiCalifornia.  After the concert was over and I was walking up the aisle to head down to the music room to pick up the boys, I was delayed by these people who were walking soooo slowly ahead of me.  I really wanted them to walk faster, but I'm glad they didn't because I heard the man say to this older lady, " I am so glad you invited us to come tonight."

    "I am just so glad you came."  She said back.

    "You were right," he said "That was not like a church service at all."

    A younger woman and kids with him nodded enthusiastically and said, "That was not like any church service I've ever been to."

    "I'm just so glad you all came."  The older woman said again and I thought I could hear a tremble in her voice and I was imagining that maybe she'd been trying for a long time to get these people to come to church. 

    My heart just flooded over with joy.  And, I thought to myself, THIS IS THE WAY CHURCH IS FOR US EVERY SUNDAY!!! Real, relative, joyful WORSHIP!  And when people see real worship, they just can not help but be drawn to the wonderful Lord we are worshipping!

    Thank you, Daniel and Christy for giving Thursday night to all of us!  Thank you, David and Celeste for serving the Lord with your music all these years!  Thank you, Lord, for being worhty of all glory and praise and honor forever!

    It COULD BE TODAY, you all! Heaven with HIM face to face, not just these little bits of heaven on earth here and there!

Saturday, 11 April 2009

  • What ALL BOYS do!

    We've had such a GREAT Easter Break and Easter isn't even here yet.  Tom took the week off which he has not done in years because usually he saves his vacation time to stay home with Shawn and Gary at in-service time when I go back to work two weeks before the kids go back to school.  We just decided to figure something else out somehow, someway this year so that we could have a FAMILY VACATION where we were all off at the same time.  Hurray! 

    The story of joy to tell today is about Shawn and the big, red slide at the YMCA.  I put the boys in Splash Week at the Y this week and so every day for half an hour they had swimming, boating, and water safety lessons while I swam laps and Tom worked out in the gym.  It was great fun for all of us because Tom would bike over with Shawn on the tandem and Gary would ride along on his bike.  Most of the days while they were biking over I drove over early to have some extra quiet time in the jacuzzi before the boys arrived for free swim time followed by their lessons. The Y superviser wisely put the boys in different classes which gave Gary time away from his brother.  I liked his teacher who really worked Gary hard on refining his strokes and swimming correctly.  Gary likes to swim his "own way" and it was good for him to have an instructor who pushed him to swim correctly.  He improved tremendously in one week. 

    Shawn was put in a class with regular kids and he did GREAT!  Every day he got better, and better at listening and following the teacher's instructions.  They never assigned him an aide; I never had to get in and help or intervene.  Instead, I got such a good laugh every day!

    My laugh on Monday was when Shawn  kept splashing the boy next to him which was annoying the boy.  I was in the jacuzzi watching from a distance and Tom was sitting at the bench nearest to Shawn.  I yelled, "Tom!  Tell Shawn to stop splashing that boy next to him!"  Two firemen from the station across the street were also in the jacuzzi and the gruff, experienced looking one cackled at my request and said, "Awww, Mom, just let the kid be.  It's what all boys do in pools."  I let his comment sink in.  It's what ALL boys do.  Not what down syndrome boys do.  Not what little boys who can't talk do.  Not what kids who have behavioral problems do.   It's what ALL BOYS DO.  I don't know why I had never thought of that before.  But, I looked over just in time to see another boy in the group splash another kid AND I LAUGHED!  It was the kind of laugh that goes all the way down to your toes and bounces right back up to land in your heart.

    I laughed on Tuesday because at the end of swim lesson they played this game called Mr. Shark, Mr. Shark!  What Time is It?  One kid is the "shark" and he stands in the middle of the pool.  The other kids hold onto the side of the pool and yells out "Mr. Shark, Mr. Shark!  What time is it?" The shark will say a number for time and the kids swim that many strokes toward the "shark".  They keep asking the shark the time and he keeps telling them a number up to twelve o'clock.  But when the "shark" yells back "It's LUNCH TIME!"  All the kids have to swim back to the wall as fast as they can without the "shark" tagging them.  It made me laugh to hear Shawn's voice yelling "Time es et!"  "Time es et!"  I'm not sure if anyone else could make out what Shawn was yelling, but I did.  When we went to SeaWorld later it was fun for me to point out the sharks to Shawn.

    On Wednesday they played the shark game again, but this time I did not hear Shawn yelling out "Time es et!"  "Time es et!". I was swimming laps three lanes over and I noticed that not only would Shawn not yell out, but he would not even leave the wall.  So, I stopped to tread water and figure out why he wouldn't leave the wall.  The teacher kept coaching him to go, but he clung to that wall.  His little eyes were huge and searching the water and when the "shark" finally yelled "LUNCH TIME" and all the kids starting swimming back to the wall, Shawn whipped his little feet out of that water so fast and was clinging to the wall with hands and feet and looking over his shoulder for (yep, I know you've already guessed it) a real shark! The poor kid's mama showed him real sharks and he put it together and no way was he going to be shark bait, no way.  I must be some kind of sadist because I laughed my head off before I had a talk with Shawn about "pretend sharks" in the pool.

    Thursday was boat safety day and I was treading water across the swim lane with my camera in hand trying to get pictures of  Shawn and Gary in the kayaks.  They put the kids in life jackets and put the kayaks in the pool and taught the kids what to do if they ever fall out of a boat.  It was funny to me because they would start out letting the kids paddle the boat, the instructors were outside the boats pushing from the back and when the kids would least expect it the instructors would tip the boats over knocking the kids out of the boat into the water.   There were some funny, shocked, startled expressions on the kids faces when they fell out of the boats. (When it was time for Shawn's boat to tip, Shawn clung to the side and would not fall out. It took three times for him to fall out of the boat. Shawn was completed bewildered as to why he was dumped out of the boat.  But they showed him how to lie on his back and bend his knees up with the life jacket on and float and THEN he started giggling thinking the whole thing was funny. I have to admit to you that I know that he didn't really get the whole idea of it and now I am a bit concerned that the next time he is in a boat he is going to think he is supposed to tip the boat over so that he can lie on his back and float.  But, well, we'll deal with that then.) The instructors were also funny because they saw me taking pictures and they kept hiding behind the boats so that I couldn't get them in the picture.  I had to laugh at myself a bit, too, because I was a crazy mama taking pictures in the pool with my camera.

    Today was the best laugh of all though because of the big red slide at the YMCA.  It must be about 40 feet tall, a red tunnel slide that snakes down and around and into the small, middle pool.  The kids have to climb up a long set of stairs to get to the top.  Water is turned on which cascades down the slide.  The kids are allowed to go on the slide the last fifteen minutes of the last day of swim lessons.  They lie on their back because sliding down goes very fast, only Shawn would not lie down.  He sat completely upright and yelled at the top of his lungs all the way down and around and into the pool with a big splash.  Then he came up for air with the biggest grin and screamed with glee. EVERYBODY laughed.  It was pure joy! He went down about six or seven times with the same happy yell every single time.  Only, when it was his last time down, he either got caught or made himself stop near the end of the slide and just sat there yelling happily.  His instructor got in and went up to the slide's edge and tried to reach him to help pull him down the last little way.  He could not reach Shawn so another instructor jumped in the pool and the two of them were trying to reach Shawn to get him out. 

    "Come on, Shawn, come," said Shawn's teacher to which I heard Shawn answer resoundedly in his deep voice, "No. No." 

    I have to admit to you that it was a bit comical to see these two big teenage boys scrambling into the slippery bottom of the slide to pull Shawn out.  Finally, one got a grab on enough of Shawn's trunks that he pulled and out slid all three of them into the water.  Shawn thought this was so funny. And so did the instructors.  They came up out of the water laughing.  Then, the one said to the other "No!" with the same deep voice Shawn says "No" and then the other replied back "No, No" in the same tone.  At other times, I might have been frustrated with Shawn not coming and causing a scene; but everybody was laughing and enjoying the fun of it all even down to the mimicking of Shawn's No, No. And so, I shook off any embarrassment, frustration, and laughed with everybody else because after all this is what ALL boys do--make life fun!

     

Sunday, 15 February 2009

  • Spike, Fluffy, or Buddy?

    We might be getting a new family member.  Well, actually, we WILL be getting a new family member eventually, but I am hoping it will be soon. Anyhow, we may be approved for a two week foster home for a Tibetan terrier named Ziggy. I am so excited--don't know whose more excited, the boys or me!!!

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